I don’t know what to do with myself

"I’m jealous." She wanted to say, but instead she held her tongue.

Instead, she muttered: “Other girls look at you like they want to eat you alive.”

He laughed a little at this, convincing her it was his smile that attracted so many admirers.

“I hate it. It makes me uncomfortable how they flirt with you and act as if I’m nothing.” She almost blurted out, but for fear of being labelled insecure and clingy, she was silent.

"Say something." He told her when she’d been still for what seemed an age.

And in her head she’d been trying to formulate words to tell him how much she loved him and how scared she was that he might pack up his bags one day and leave without a second thought.

She was never the most eloquent though, and the words just wouldn’t present themselves. So today, all she could manage was a laugh and change of subject, and he was none the wiser.

Excerpt from a book I’ll never write #20 (via truthheartbreakquotes)
The truth is
you hurt me so
much that I
cannot even explain
to my family where it
hurts because it just
hurts in every bone
every tissue every muscle
and every nerve.
The truth is
I am so upset
at how you handled
this situation because
it sure as hell did
not help with anything.
The truth is
I almost took a
blade to my wrist again
just so I could try and
feel something because
I feel so numb that
it fucking hurts.
The truth is
my sister keeps
having to remind
me as I lay on the
floor with silent
screams and deafening
sobs that you are
not worth it when
just a week ago
I was telling you
how worth it you were to me.
The truth is
you hurt me
so much and it
really is horrible
but now that you
are out of my goddamn
life you cannot hurt
me anymore. I am not going to let you hurt me anymore.  (via dollpoetry)
dollpoetry but-imbrokeninside
naughty-couples fuckingkisses
I need drugs
itsabritishthingg:

eccentric-4lyf:

This is sad.

but true
blind-threats arielledestyni
uma-poeta-sem-poesias:

 
swimawaywithmee lucyfuckinglaufey